So it has now been almost a week without my gym! It is still something to adjust too. I miss seeing all the trainers who ask me how I am doing and bringing in bagels just to brighten there days.
I know I will always have the friendships I have made there and the results as long as I keep up with my weekly routines. I am also working with David once a week to get him active and on his way to a much healthier lifestyle. I want him to be around for our future children and be able to run and play with them. David told me when he was younger that he would not live past 30. It broke my heart to know that he did not believe that he would live to be 31 when he was just going to be 27. But like me it will take baby steps and pushing yourself harder then you thought you could. I love him and want to grow very very old together.
Well I am 15 days away from my 23rd Birthday. Hard to believe that I am turning 23 seems unreal. Some times I feel that time is going to fast. But that is life, I always planned my life to be that by this point I would be engaged or married looking for a house and then in about 2 or 3 years having my first of about 2 or 3 children. It's crazy how life just changes in a blink of an eye, I have done things in my pas that I am not proud of because I just wanted the change to be covered by more change, Change was the hardest when I lost Jake my little brother when he was only 17 years old. I thought life was so unfair and didn't want to live out my dreams anymore, because Jake wasn't able to live out his dreams. But I changed that Attitude to living in his memory doing things that he would have wanted to see me do. Starting school and planning out my future. Then I changed that to finding a man that would treat me well and love me for me. But it all comes down to just making
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