Wednesday, August 31, 2011

23rd Birthday!

Well I am 15 days away from my 23rd Birthday. Hard to believe that I am turning 23 seems unreal. Some times I feel that time is going to fast. But that is life, I always planned my life to be that by this point I would be engaged or married looking for a house and then in about 2 or 3 years having my first of about 2 or 3 children. It's crazy how life just changes in a blink of an eye, I have done things in my pas that I am not proud of because I just wanted the change to be covered by more change, Change was the hardest when I lost Jake my little brother when he was only 17 years old. I thought life was so unfair and didn't want to live out my dreams anymore, because Jake wasn't able to live out his dreams. But I changed that Attitude to living in his memory doing things that he would have wanted to see me do. Starting school and planning out my future. Then I changed that to finding a man that would treat me well and  love me for me.  But it all comes down to just making you happy then everyone around you happy as long as you are helping yourself as well!

Monday, August 22, 2011

Fantasy Football!

Well I did it, I have a fantasy football team. I blame it all on Devin, but this will probably be easier for the fact that it will keep me busy while Devin does his team too.  I am excited, in this last year I have made some good changes as well as finding me again. I didn't think that it would ever happen but it did. I missed me and I am becoming  more of who I should have and not someone that I don't want to be. The cloud is finally gone and I can see the sun. Oh how I have missed this side of me, I have been gone for so long.
  Devin showed me a lot more in life that I forgot was really there. I don't think that I can ever thank him for what he has done for me. I have him my whole heart and and even tho it was in pieces he held those pieces together and made it whole again. Truly whole again.

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Loving my life

 Sometimes I forgot all the wonderful people that I have in my life. The people that have been in my life as well as the people that I just met a year ago, I feel as tho I have known them my entire life that is the most amazing feeling in the world.
  I guess that would go well with the fact that Devin is my best friend and I want to be with him my whole life, he understands me and loves me for my past and present. Sometimes I feel that I can so him how much I love him as well as I want too. I know someday that I will tho.

Thursday, August 18, 2011

Not sure what to say

Well all I can say is that I am bored and really wanted to type something. I can't lie I missed myspace and blogging on there, But this is much better.
  I was born and raised in Michigan, many people when I tell them that they say Minnisota close but not so much lol.
 It's been an amazing time here in Seattle though, I have an amazing man as well as an adorable puppy name Leeloo. She is almost 3 months old.
  Also, I never imagined myself her in the big city but its nice and there is so much to explore. I am going back to school as soon as my man is done with grad. school. Not sure where but I will be finishing my degree in Ele. education.